Month: April 2009

Interesting thought. I've been thinking a lot lately. Trying to strip expectations, beliefs, attitudes out. Trying to get to the bottom of it. Realize that it is bottomless. Abyss.But certainly, to know that all (almost) the reactions I or the other person have are learnt, acquired, helps to keep one's calm. There is a certain… Continue reading l’enfer, c’est les autres →

~Our motives, our stories and our lives don't always make much sense.~ If I were God and I looked down at the world full of billion people, each with his/her dreams desires ambitions, conflicting interests like people fighting for handful of jobsetc etc, I would need an optimization algorith of the nth order. Or I… Continue reading Random Tidbits 2 →

What to do when sleepy in office?- I've tried putting my head down and sleep. It works on some occasions.----*****------ Find something to interest you. May be a person whose movements you secretly track.- Revolve in your chair by 230 degrees or 280 (if too bored) and get a snap shot of what everyone is… Continue reading snorez……. →

I've to go someplace. Suffocated. Killed. Impaled. Ohh. Ahh. Shoot. Urrgh. Yuk. Hummf. Phrr... Grr..frrRare and fleeting are moments of satisfactionAll rest is filled with despair, longingfor what is notfor what could've beenfor what is and i refuse to seeIs it expedient to be obedientin face of zilch experience?There is a sudden accretion of matter,in… Continue reading Random Tidbits →

There has to be a way to decide, to conclude, to realize "Yes! This is what I should be doing for the next few years!", "Yes! This work is for me." , "Yes! You're so made for me." I don't know, may be there should be a thunderstorm, or a lightening, or even a flower… Continue reading Sign.. Sign? Sign! →